I started thinking its easy, like learning during my undergraduate study. But I forgot the hard phase of FYP and ETP, and I forgot I survived ug year because I've many amazing&supportive friends at that moment. I started this thinking to be given another chance or another year to be able to have grip on my life/myself. The opportunity to rebuild myself. I started this because I believe this is the path that made easy by Him, despite all other option going on. (or maybe because I did all the necessary things, so I managed to get into this. Not sure) I started because I thought I manage to do it, even when having a job (so taking as part time master). But I forgot that I'm not as dedicated and discipline as Nisa, I'm not as eager and passion as Fanla. But I'm also forgot that my strength is to keep going no matter what happen. I believe I can do this by the correct way. I will.
Wow, I feel like a productive person sitting here but truth is no progress since 2.30pm. Already sit here around 2 hours, but I get nothing. Else than some random blogging, searching few websites (but not read it yet), a messed up table and socmed updates. I seriously need to improve my situation.
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