ruined.

15th October 2019
Dateline of my bapc paper submission. Not finish and not submit yet, instead here I am whining. Gamble teruk, will try to study and do the paper before 6am, submit before 8am. hopefully it will be accepted. Aku taknak dah buat tipu2 lagi mcm dlu, this time gonna study betul2.. at least aku bebtul ada finalized proposal method and plan forward apa nak buat. the least can do for the paper tonight. Itu je yg penting, taknak plagiarize lagi dah.. lambat pon lambat lah, at least buat btul and submit. Takde salah orang lain atau situasi luar, semuanya salah sendiri.
1) last minit baru nak buat keje/focus
2) selama nih lagha jee, kpop utube etc.
3) didn't have actual plan and didn't want to engage with it
4) masa suntuk sebab tgu last minit (procrastinate) 
Kalau tak belajar dari kesilapan and perbetulkan, mmg akan ulang2 berjuta kali lah jwbnya. Mistakes are repeated until learned and fix.
Hopefully, this can be my turning point. which I know it will be.
This is the time to restructure semua, put a proper plan into it then proceed jumpa sv and execute.
yeah, we can go thru this 💪