already 1 year and almost 6 months. (end of august tamat candidacy)
just now I cancel my tutorial session and asked them to learn by themselves. which, I will not gonna claim it. luckily no one call me other than that one student. this is not a good time to enjoy, later waktu presentation lab, surely kena face him. so, gonna meet before nextweek.
lots to be grateful of, for example:
1) always have foods depan mata
2) urusan rasa mudah je semua
3) no problem with family nor friends
4) duit not so much problem, ada je sentiasa for now
5) ada tempat untuk tido, buat keje etc.
6) sv tak call/pressure to do such things, but this making you lack in the research area.
7) have plenty of resources.
things you should not worry/stress about:
1) bangun lambat. you always can start immediately after waking up
2) tido lambat. you will have plenty of time to rest/sleep later on
3) tak makan. you need energy
4) terlebih makan. you will make up for it
5) tak bersenam as schedule. you can always make up for it later on
6) couldn't find other time. just plan your life accordingly and follow it. be kental
7) terlebih hiburan/wasting time unproductively. you can always make it right. yeah, past is past but the future is still there. you stressing out because you keep repeating it, so why not you stop and not repeat?
8) same thing again and again. life is a circle for you to break, if not you'll always end up in the same situation.
now on, the only thing I need to focus is my progress in research. then later the rest will follow. my research is fun thing to do, I don't know why my mind kinda block it. Its hard, but its challenging. Its hard but its worth it.
